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I have had epilepsy since I was 16. I had my first seizure one month after running the San Francisco Marathon. For many years afterwards, I continued running with limited success. Mostly, I ran away from the truth about my health.

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Last weekend, I attended the first annual Seize the Moment 5K walk/run for Epilepsy in Sacramento, California. The event was held at Gibson Ranch Park on March 26, 2017. March 26 is also “Purple Day,” an international day for people with epilepsy. There was a regular 5K followed by a color run with a lot of purple haze. My two children attended with me.

Photo Gallery Here

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Jodi Ortiz, race manager

The National Walk for Epilepsy in Washington, D.C. was the same weekend this year. I had gone every year since 2010, but I did not feel like going this year. When I first started attending, I was excited. I felt useful. I just read a few of my posts from 2010, the first year I attended the national walk. In 2010, I was still nervous. I was learning how to become visible and useful.

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In the last couple of trips to Washington, D.C. I was starting to feel invisible again. Before 2010, I was running away from having epilepsy. By last year, I felt that the larger epilepsy family was running away from me. I no longer felt useful.

However, I had collected enough images during the seven years that I could stop running.

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I was excited that I could stay in Northern California and photograph a local event. My two kids wanted to attend. My son ran the 5K that started 30 minutes before the color run. After the race, my son joined my daughter and me for the color run.

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The event was well organized. People connected with each other. The event felt like it was a family gathering, which is something that the epilepsy community needs. We need the feeling of family.

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I hope that the run continues. We need to find more opportunities to connect… and remain connected. Local events have the advantage of being local. At the Epilepsy Foundation of Northern California events, I know people. People know me, or at least some people know my pictures. We have another layer of familiarity and trust. When Jodi contacted me, she mentioned seeing pictures from a San Diego event that I had photographed a few years ago. (The 18th Sharon’s Ride benefiting the Epilepsy Foundation for San Diego County was today.) That event felt like a family gathering too.

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These events are still important to me. I am accepted at epilepsy events. While I have learned to accept myself, the outside world has not learned to accept me. While my children impress me with their ability to accept people, I need my family more now than ever. I need the connections. I need to be connected.

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As with anything purple and epilepsy related, it’s worth mentioning that Prince’s Sign ‘O’ the Times was released 30 years ago last week. In the review, there is a line about Prince finding “inspiration in imperfection.” Is there any other way?

For more thoughts about the run, see notes on a blog post.

Bay Area Derby “New Home – Old Building”

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Bay Area Derby opened their regular season at the Old West Oakland Train Station ten days ago. The roller derby bout was held outside the abandoned train station on Saturday, March 18, 2017.

Here is the photo gallery from the season opener.

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I have also photographed an event inside the 16th Street Station. On November 7, 2015, I photographed a fundraiser when Mayor Libby Schaaf celebrated her 50th birthday at the historic site. 

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This year’s season opener was historic because of the new venue, but the result was also unusual. San Francisco ShEvil Dead defeated the Oakland Outlaws 186-114. The ShEvil Dead victory equaled their win total from the three previous years.

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The new venue seemed appropriate for roller derby. Old and new had found a place to interact and coexist. Nothing felt out of place.

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When I watch derby on a foam surface, I forget that the sport is full of full contact. The cement does not give. It is unforgiving.

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In the end, the harsh sun and stark surroundings emphasized roller derby at its best. Role models encouraged young people and the community supported a young sport.

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Farley Family Photos – The Orchards

My kids and I have taken photos every year at the same Walnut Creek location for almost ten years. When we started, we called our spot “the meadow.” Recently, “our meadow” has been developed and named “The Orchards.”

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We visited our meadow again last weekend after my son’s baseball game. It was the first day of the “time change,” which gave us an extra hour of sunlight. The 2017 Annual Farley Family Photos.

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My kids were not happy with the change.They missed the open space. They felt that something special had been taken, but they made it work.

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Last weekend my son played with a little boy; the little boy has recently become a big brother.
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Watching my son, reminded me of this picture from 2010. Mason was about the same age as the boy he met last weekend.

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Even though my daughter was sad about the changes, I was proud that she noticed some of the new trees had not been planted correctly. Our new meadow may be called an “orchard,” but a few trees do not make it so.

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Despite the changes, we captured some decent pictures. The Orchards is better now than it was in 2015. We probably would have enjoyed the new shopping center if we had not known it as a meadow.

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